True love is never lost—but how much loss can it endure? Iris confronts the complexities of family and prejudice in this exquisite and searing debut novel whose “understated, gently embellished prose cuts to the bone” (Booklist, starred review).
Just two months after her mother abandons her family, leaving her gruff, introverted father to raise two children alone, Iris watches a family of gypsies set up an illegal camp in the paddock by her house. The gypsy boy, Trick, is restless and warm and full of life—he’ll settle when he’s in his grave, he tells Iris—and she feels as though she understands him completely.
Yet even as Iris’s secret friendship with Trick blooms into something more, tensions run high between their families. Iris’s father is bent on evicting the travelers, and her beloved brother Sam is impulsive, lost, and headed for trouble. But Trick might not be everything he seems, and as Iris struggles to find where her loyalties lie, all of the prejudice, vulnerability, and anger that surrounds her collides in an unspeakable tragedy.
Like love, and like sorrow, the blue summer sky is infinite in this coming-of-age story that is both breathtaking and heartbreaking.
Infinite Sky One IT WAS THREE MONTHS after Mum left that the Gypsies moved in. They set up camp in the paddock one Sunday night while we were asleep. My brother, Sam, was excited when he saw them.
“Gypos!” he shouted.
Sam used to have a Gypsy in his class: Grace Fitzpatrick. She’d been famous at school because she could do as many things with her feet as with her hands. She could even write her name with them, which was funny because she couldn’t read. Sam, who’d sat next to her in assembly, said she smelled like cat piss and fire smoke.
“They live off barbecues,” he told me as we watched from Dad’s bedroom window.
I thought it sounded brilliant.
There was a caravan and a clapped-out car and, a few meters away, a fire with a pot hanging over it.
“Be bloody hundreds of ’em by the end of the day,” Dad said, emptying sawdust from his overall pockets onto the floor.
“They’ll probably tarmac the field while we’re asleep,” Sam said. “Try and make you pay for it.”
Dad made a growling noise. “Be a nightmare getting rid of them, that’s for bloody sure.”
He left us leaning on the windowsill.
Sam made dents in the wood with his fingers while I wondered what Dad was going to do. This was exactly the kind of thing Mum would have sorted. She’d have been best friends with the Gypsies by breakfast, had them falling over themselves to make her happy, even if that left them without a home.
“Look at all those dogs,” Sam said. “Bet they fight them. Tie blades to their paws.”
I shook my head.
“Seen it on the telly,” he said.
“What, on kids’ telly?”
He dug his elbow into me until I squirmed.
Two greyhounds bounded round the paddock and I tried to imagine them snarling at each other, blades flying, but it was ridiculous, and then the caravan door swung open, and a tiny black dog scurried out.
A woman appeared in the doorway. Tall and thin, with red hair falling over one shoulder, she looked beautiful. She lifted her arms above her head and stretched, revealing a stripe of tanned belly beneath her green vest. Behind her the white caravan seemed to sparkle.
“Prozzie,” Sam said.
The woman spun round suddenly, and a teenage boy in rolled-up jeans leaped from the caravan, laughing. He’d obviously startled her. The three dogs ran over to him, the tiny black one lagging behind, and he bent down to tussle with them. They licked at his bare chest.
Sam didn’t have anything to say for a second. The boy looked about the same age as him. He was clearly the woman’s son, tall and thin like her, but with lighter, ginger-blond hair that flicked out above his ears and curled on the back of his neck.
“Bet he don’t go to school,” Sam said.
“Come on, Iris,” Dad called up the stairs. “You’re going to be late.”
“Aw, shame,” Sam said, because he was on study leave.
Still, I couldn’t help staying a minute longer, watching as the red-haired woman filled a bucket with water from the pot above the fire and began scrubbing her steps.
Dad left the house at the same time as I did. With fists clenched, he headed toward the paddock.
* * *
I couldn’t wait till the summer holidays. Everyone at school was getting on my nerves. Especially Matty. At registration, when I told her about the Gypsies, she told me this story about her second cousin’s boyfriend’s brother: he was on his way to the newsagent’s to buy a magazine when a Gypsy girl burst out and cracked him over the head with a golf ball in a sock. For no reason. I told her we didn’t have any girls, only a boy, and described the way his hair flicked out, but she curled her nostrils at me.
“Pikeys are gross, Iris,” she said. “You’d get gonorrhea.”
Matty was always name-dropping STDs. She thought it made her look sophisticated.
At lunchtime, we watched the boys play football.
“Your socks are odd,” Matty told me. “Don’t you care?”
“Maybe you should.”
I took my shoes off and folded my socks down so their oddness was less obvious.
“That’s your problem, Iris,” she said with a sigh. “You think that makes a difference.”
Before maths, next lesson, I nipped into the toilets and took them off.
* * *
Matty had moved to Derby from Guildford four years ago with frizzy black hair and too-big glasses that left red dents on her nose, but every new term she got prettier. Today her black frizz was tamed into long waves that she twisted round her little finger. Her glasses had shriveled to contacts, and to make matters worse, her boobs had gone from a size nothing to a 32B in the last six months. As far as Matty was concerned, she was a fully mature woman.
“Remember, Iris,” she’d taken to saying to me, “my birthday’s in September. Really, I’m in the year above you. Really, I’m a Year Ten.”
* * *
Every day, after school, I watched the Gypsies. They hadn’t listened when Dad told them they weren’t welcome, and much to his annoyance were getting on with their lives. As well as the teenage boy, the dogs, and the red-haired woman, there was a man, a baby, and four little girls.
The boy spent a lot of time with his mum. He got in her way while she was cleaning, and made her laugh. Sometimes she grabbed him and ruffled his hair. They reminded me of how Mum and Sam used to be.
The Gypsy boy was good to his sisters. They were all loads younger than him, but he still played hide-and-seek with them and picked them up when they cried. I couldn’t imagine him getting mad at them for something as silly as borrowing his socks.
In the evenings, they all sat around the fire, or on the grass nearby, until it was time to eat whatever their mum cooked in the pot, or their dad brought home in the car. Later on, when the mum had put the little ones to bed, the Gypsy boy went to lie underneath the caravan by himself, and I felt as though I understood him completely.
Dad shouted if he caught me watching from his bedroom window.
“It’s not a game, Iris,” he said, and so I kept my spying to when he was out.
* * *
One night I left my curtains open so the sun could wake me. I wanted to see what the Gypsies did first thing. It was well before six when I crept upstairs, past Dad sleeping with his head half under the pillow, to my usual perch on his armchair by the window. He didn’t notice. Mum was the light sleeper—the snorer, too. She used to make herself jump in the night.
Underneath the early white sky, the paddock was dotted with poppies, and fat wood pigeons in the tall poplars surrounding the yard called to each other. The boy got up first. He jumped down the caravan steps and did a lap of the field with the dogs. Occasionally, he stooped to pick up sticks, or tugged dead branches from the hedgerows.
By the entrance to the paddock was a huge pile of logs that Dad and Austin, his apprentice, had cut down over the months—a year’s supply at least. Reaching it, the boy stopped. He glanced toward our house, and I ducked behind Mum’s rose pincushion cactus. I peered round its spiky dome, which was flowering purple, and watched as he added a couple of long, slim branches to his pile.
Back at the camp, he knelt to build a fire. By the time the door to the caravan opened next, he was fanning the flames with a sheet of cardboard. His mum emerged carrying a stack of bowls, the baby wrapped to her back, and the boy changed position to direct the smoke away from them.
“Eye?” Dad lifted his head. “That you?”
Dad called me Eye, as in ball. Sam had started it. Mum used to tell Dad off for joining in, back when they still talked to each other. “She’s named after the flower,” she’d say, but she didn’t mind really. It was just something they did.
“What you doing?” Dad said now.
“Need some socks,” I said, pretending to rummage in the unsorted pile I’d been sitting on.
The plastic of Dad’s alarm clock creaked as he looked at it. “S’not even seven,” he said with a groan. “Go back to bed.”
I watched the boy put on a rucksack, pat the baby’s head, and walk to the far end of the field where the paddock dropped into the brook. He reappeared on the other side of the water, and then disappeared into the cornfields, and I wondered where he could be going.
* * *
I was sad to be leaving science for the summer. Biology was the best, not only because I got a break from Matty. I was in the top set, and she was in the bottom, and I paid extra special attention when Mrs. Beever talked about the parenting traits of various birds. Apparently both male and female swans help build the nest, and if the mother dies (or drives off in a van to Tunisia) there’s no need to spaz out and call the Society for the Protection of Birds (RSPB). The male swan is completely capable of raising his cygnets alone. I almost wished Matty was sitting next to me when I heard that.
All afternoon we bickered, but choosing sweets in the shop after school, she still invited me to sleep over at hers that night. “We can do a fashion show with my new clothes,” she said. “Mum’s making spaghetti bolognese.”
“Doubt my dad’ll let me,” I lied, putting ten fizzy cola bottles in a paper bag.
“He still being unusual?” she said, and I nodded, but the truth was I couldn’t bear it round hers anymore.
Her mum, Donna, asked questions with her best talk-to-me expression: Are you okay? And is your dad okay? And is everything OKAY at Silverweed Farm? The worst thing was that Matty didn’t stop her. She just stood there expectantly, as if the two of them had become some kind of talk show mother/daughter duo, and I their favorite guest.
C.J. Flood, also known as Chelsey Flood, graduated from the University of East Anglia in 2010 with an MA in creative writing. She has won several prizes and awards for her writing, including the Curtis Brown Award, and also received funding from the Arts Council to complete Infinite Sky. She blogs as a member of the Lucky 13s and at CJFlood.blogspot.co.uk, and tweets as @cjflood_author. Infinite Sky is her debut novel and she is currently working on her next book in Bristol.
* "Flood's debut novel is a slow burn. Its beauty, like that of the book's rural England setting, grows on you, building with every scene. At first, it's prosaic like a sunny summer day, but as the pages flit by, it becomes as profound and tragically brutal as nature itself. Thirteen-year-old Iris has a lot to deal with as summer commences. . . . In an impressively realized, matter-of-fact first-person narration, Flood fully inhabits Iris. . . . Whether she is describing the near silence of the countryside, a stifling conversation with a classmate's nosy mother, or an argument that explodes into violence, Flood's understated, gently embellished prose cuts to the bone."
– Booklist, March 2014, *STARRED REVIEW*
"Tragedy emerges from the commonplace miseries of everyday life in this evocative mood piece. . . . Readers who don't need endings tied up with tight little bows will find much to think about here."
– Kirkus Reviews, April 2014
"Iris is forced to confront the confusing intersection of love, loyalty, and culpability. Told in the first person, this is a moving story of a young English girl’s coming-of-age."
– School Library Journal, April 2014
"Iris and Trick and their families are all sympathetically portrayed in this debut novel that skillfully balances moments of introspection and action, loyalty and betrayal, and, most indelibly, happiness and heartbreak."