I Am a Stranger Here Myself

Published by UNM Press
Distributed by Simon & Schuster

About The Book

Part history, part memoir, I Am a Stranger Here Myself taps dimensions of human yearning: the need to belong, the snarl of family history, and embracing womanhood in the patriarchal American West. Gwartney becomes fascinated with the missionary Narcissa Prentiss Whitman, the first Caucasian woman to cross the Rocky Mountains and one of fourteen people killed at the Whitman Mission in 1847 by Cayuse Indians. Whitman’s role as a white woman drawn in to “settle” the West reflects the tough-as-nails women in Gwartney’s own family. Arranged in four sections as a series of interlocking explorations and ruminations, Gwartney uses Whitman as a touchstone to spin a tightly woven narrative about identity, the power of womanhood, and coming to peace with one’s most cherished place.

About The Author

Debra Gwartney is the author of Live Through This: A Mother's Memoir of Runaway Daughters and Reclaimed Love and the coeditor of Home Ground: A Guide to the American Landscape. She teaches in Pacific University's MFA in Writing program and lives in Western Oregon.

Product Details

  • Publisher: UNM Press (March 15, 2019)
  • Length: 296 pages
  • ISBN13: 9780826360724

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Raves and Reviews

I Am A Stranger Here Myself . . . blends history and memoir in a fascinating rumination on western womanhood.--Sue Staats, Stories on Stage Sacramento

Gwartney narrates with such detail, richness in description, and thoughtful reflection.--Brevity: A Journal of Concise Literary Nonfiction

Gwartney narrates with such detail, richness in description, and thoughtful reflection.--Brevity: A Journal of Concise Literary Nonfiction

Its strength lies in the author's honest appraisal of her early life as a lonely girl, a misfit who yearns to belong. Complicating her search for herself is a deep attachment to the landscape of home--the mountains, the rivers, the valleys, a place she knows 'about as well as the lines of my face.'--Inlander

An absorbing, skillfully crafted, thoughtful and thought-provoking read.--Midwest Book Review

Gwartney is an empathetic writer. She resurrects Narcissa as a human being, enduring a flood of homesickness, fretting about middle-age weight gain. But Gwartney is unblinking in her assessment of the Whitmans' blunders and what they portended for the history of the American West.--Seattle Times

This prize-winning, beautifully crafted, deeply involving, and astute historical chronicle and anatomy of estrangement pulses with dramatic tales of hubris, risk, and bloodshed, repressed feelings and hard-tested bonds.--Booklist

Award-winning author and writing instructor Debra Gwartney's new memoir, I Am a Stranger Here Myself, is a fascinating examination of her struggle to recognize and accept her identity and role as a woman in the American West.--The Bulletin, Bend, Oregon

The narratives braid into a meditation on belonging and identity, an exploration of the history that women played in settling the Northwest territories, and an elegy to the places that shape our selves.--The Rumpus

Contains a sense of the modern-day ambiguous feeling of loving the West but seeing ourselves as interlopers.--Eugene Weekly

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